hye.....jue sni.....
jue nk citer psl cousin jue......it all started since 2007..untill now...
jue x tau knp....cousin jue asyik lyn jue mcm sampah.....
wherever....the place.....kalo jumper dorang...mesti dorang jeling.....
n....kalo ader org organize any family trip.....dorang akn lyn jue mcm tu gak...
jue....nk samer blik nagn kakak jue n the other cousin...jue kater....jue nk gak samer blik ngan dorang.....pastu dorang senyap jerr...dorang buat2 x dgr.....pas2...cousin yg laen plak nk tdo ngan dorang....dorang bg...happy2 jerr....idk lah..y.....then.....kat dlm bas...jue join dorang...waktu tu...dorang tgh buat joke...then...one of them said.."kay..miera out"....i feel like i want to cry lorh...then...kalo dorang carik partner....mesti due2...so jue x der partner....
then.....at the hotel...dorang ader kater...."kan bgos kalo kiterorg 6 org samer blik"...(cause all my girl cousins is 7 including me...)...i was there at the time....so jue mcm hampa giler....break-down so badly.....giler aa....cannot describe wat my feeling that time...hanya tuhan jer tau....dlm hati jue....jue rase mcm "wow....okay....i don't belong to this family i guess....then...where i belong to.....then i cried lah....then...my family said..."ku nih ....kalo ader trip sker buat hal lah...sker tkr mood org...." then..kat banglo...jue cop nk tdo sblh my sister....then my other cousin also wanted to sleep there...then my sister sroh dyer tdo tmpt laen...then after that...wktu tgh siap...dorang kutuk2 jue......walapupon jue dgr jue anggap jer jue x dgr......perr...hampa giler....jue rase mcm d'pinggirkan....really....it's like hajas did to me last year...except this one last longer....sedeyh giler.....dorang kater jue cenggeng lah...but they don't know that i cried because of them........aiyooo....pastu...kalo gi toilet...saper yg dh abes dlu gne toilet...dorang akn tunggu yg laen except me....contohnyer.....me n my sister at the sink in the toilet lah kan....then dorang ckp " yan...jom" eventhough i'm there ....beside my sister...then dorang jeling......sedeyh lah kan......then biler dh abes trip......dorang plok each other even my brother(fareez)....but me.....dorang slm jer....sedyh kan??ssh lah...since then.....aq x nk lg gi oter trip...or gi maner2...kalo aq jumper dorang.....except for hari raye....n thats all......thanx for reading this long post!!!!....i'm ultimately crying right now....n searhing for hajas which the real family i belong to....
jue.....
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